Sometimes it takes more than what you have in you to come out of the storm that in a way you created, For you. There is a theory in science that in every 7 years each cell of your body gets replaced by a new one and you basically are not the same person that you were 7 years back and trust me it should happen.
I am glad that it happened and that it is happening at this very moment because normally when nature decides to replace something it actually upgrades it.
Leap of Faith:-
I find it funny now when i hear that there is something called a Promise Ring also, because mine offered actually none. It some times sounds like a journal of a sarcastic witch, but then at the same time I find it hilarious because now i can say,”Joke, based on real life event and yes now I can laugh on it.
It took a lot of time to realize but when finally the curtains dropped down I found me among people who actually did not want me around. In a way I also admire the strategy behind it all , Trust me well played. Now let me tell you How.
Between everything that was being said by Poornima, everything that was not being said by our would be mother in law, I started to shatter from inside out. I made a mistake or may be was rewarded for my brilliant decision, and because I am such a strong woman that I took a stand for almost everything that I loved or wanted or Believed in , I found my self alone in the end.
And then I decided to correct my brilliant decision and took a leap. I could see my entire life in front of me and I knew there is no one who can save me from my decision but me. I knew no one will ever listen to me if anything goes wrong in that relationship and why will they. So when you know that no one expects anything good out of you , you start acting to there expectations and this was my time to fulfill everyone’s desire about this relation ship. I knew whatever happens from here positive or negative, ill be the only one managing it, So why not to do something that I won’t regret and till this date I DON’T. Before leaving from my hometown I had no idea of this complicated world and its words that actually have no meaning, Now after these amazing experiences, I learnt a lot. I had faith in me that what I am about to do is actually right and I won’t look back once I take a leap towards the other end of this cliff and I jumped.
A golden Leash with Diamonds:-
This is about to be more funny but in every business, basically every contract or agreement that you ever enter in, you give a Token to the seller as promise that seller can start manufacturing your product to deliver to you. Some times if a seller does not get the right value of the work, dedication and the time put in manufacturing, Seller return the Token and the deal is off. Some times you have to call a few deals off.
“Till this moment I was able to come to my senses, not completely but the appropriate amount to realize that the war i am fighting is not worth fighting for”. Me being in any of these situations had a reason, they saying & doing this all to me also had a reason,But the only thing that was happening for no reason was me being there.
It takes a lot of courage to actually finish something that you tried to build with so much conviction and hard work, but trust me I did not struggle at all after waking up from my self imposed slumber, and tore the page out of my life that was not meant to be written at first place.
Manjari arranged a meeting with Samay at a crossroad between his house and her own, reached there and now they both were looking at each other on that crossroad, between honks and buzzers of vehicles around. There was not much to talk about between them so she just extended her hand towards Samay and asked her to get the ring out of her fingers, Samay extended his hands to remove the ring because till this moment he also have realized, she wont fight for him any more. The ring stuck in between her finger for a few seconds while Samay was removing it, and that hurt.
Once the ring got out of her hand, she just turned her face away and got free from that Golden leash with Diamond.
And that is all she wrote and that is how she decided to live again from scratch, till this moment she lost her family, her mother, her love but the best part was that now she knew what all she was capable of.
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Diary of a chirping Bird🐦 